Sunday, March 30, 2008

You Make Me Sick!


Yes, I am very proud of what you have accomplished despite what others probably expected to happen to you. I knew you could do it!! You are the most creative person I know! You inspire me, girly.

You will find out exactly how moody I can be by reading this blog. I was pissed and defeated during my previous entry, and I guarantee that there will be more days like that. I know that things will improve as I fix my own life step by step as well. (And these steps are in no particular order).

Step One has already started. I have TWO interviews this week. I'm reading more and writing more as well as evidenced by this blog. I'm starting with small writing goals, but things are improving. One of my other girlfriends, who happens to be a bomb-ass hairdresser, just got a job offer w/ a signing bonus, met a man, and started house hunting in the span of a few weeks.

Step Two is getting the relationship where it should be and I think we are working on that a little better than usual too. We had a candid, honest discussion in the wee hours of the night. That is our time b/c the rest of the world is blocked out and it's just us and God, in our bed, being open and intimate-- with our clothes on :) (BTW, Mary J. has a song called "Ultimate Relationship (A.M.)" on a previous cd that you should hear.)

Step Three is getting myself in emotional and physical shape and that's looking up as well. Those walks that I take do wonders for both aspects of this step. Diet needs work but I love food! We are going to get Hip Hop Abs and dance around the house LOL.

Step Four is starting my family and I will continue to prepare financially, mentally, and physically for motherhood and wifeydom. Military life won't be easy, but I'm getting practice.

So everything is a go!


Positivity is contagious, and I promise to do my part to get you sick!

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